Drying up in conversation, you will be the one who cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces, you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you. You will be the one screaming out.
combinatorial proofs can kiss my butt. ive realized this semester will not have a stress-free day. and alas, i'm getting glasses. we all knew this day was coming for nerdosaurus maria.
the game we played yesterday made me so so much more proud to be a ucf knight :) what a day!
also, i'm so ready to go back to orlando and i'm so ready to start the new semester and i'm so ready to stop fighting with luis so much
NO ONE GETS ME
i really miss you, AZ
the one activity i engage in the most is procrastination. you would think that by now i would have learned. i remember the first time i stayed up late doing hw. it was for ap enviro. that stupid articles folder we had to put together. of course i collected my articles all within the last 3 days of the project. NOT A PRETTY NIGHT.
and since then, my new lifestyle begun.
i flooded my bathroom today and it really sucked. im really tired and not very happy. going to miami this thursday for the rest of the summer should be an exciting adventure.
my 6 months with luis is coming up soon!!!!! im excited!!!
ok gotta get back to my paper. NO FUN.
i'm usually ok about it until i get stressed out and it all comes back to me. these past week has been so horrible to me. i miss her so much and id do anything for her to be back with all of us. i havent been able to stop thinking about her and how much i need her right now. i just want to go home really badly. get done with this semester asap
i look like a crack whore during finals weeks
happy relationships make one gain weight and im not so very happy with that. however, i am working on it, asap.
sometimes i think i'm too demanding and sometimes i think i'm not enough, i dont know my limits sometimes. i'm feeling really emotional right now and im letting some stuff get to me which i shouldnt.
i miss my mother tremendously and i really hope she starts feeling better soon. i'm gonna be in ecuador for xmas and new years this year so that should be interesting. i really like my diff eq prof., he's a blast. weird weird weird weird asian guy. its the week before finals so i dont really do much but study and talk to luis. i really wish he was here, things are a little hard sometimes. worth it though, completely completely worth it.
lately my stalking techniques have not been as sharp as usual, yet i still manage to creep up on stuff enough to let it upset me. its always been like that and i never change! grrrrr
i hope this summer turns out to be a good one